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" I lived my whole childhood in expectation of waking up to a better tomorrow. I thought, somehow everything will change for good. But no miracle happened. In search of PEACE, LOVE, and HAPPINESS (P-L-H), I almost lost my childhood. I still wish if I had a better childhood. I still get nightmares of a lady crying for mercy from her husband and some old lady abused by her own son. I can recall a number of fights between son and father. And few attempts of suicide by few of them. Sorrowful nights used to haunt me. Continous Mental torture led me to end my life but I failed. still, nothing has changed. The way of abusing and torturing woman is same. It has just transferred from one generation to the next generation. I am still searching for the P-L-H. But with maturity, the meaning of P-L-H has changed. I am still running away from my problems. Once one of my friends asked me to stop running away from my problems and advised me to solve them by myself. I tried, tried and fuck...

चलते चलते कब राह खत्म हो  गई,    और हंसते-हंसते कब आंख भर गई,                     पता ही न चला। अभी-अभी तो उनसे हंसना सीखा था,         अभी-अभी तो उनसे प्यार करना सीखा था,                                            अभी-अभी तो उनके सपनों में खोना सीखा था,                          लेकिन अब कुछ चुभ सा गया है  इन आंखों मे,                                   वर्ना अभी-अभी तो इन आंखों ने उनसे नजरें मिलाना सीखा था।   चलते चलते कब राह खत्म हो  गई, और हंसते-हंसते कब आंख भर गई,        पता ही न चला।   कुछ सपने अधूरे  से रह गये थे,               ...